So proud of my friends. :)

Feelings new and old.

This sucks. But its right.

solitude is really hard for me. It makes me face myself, my habits, and my emotions in ways that I naturally run away from.

1. Sometimes, its really difficult to live alone.

2. Lately I find myself questioning my relational decisions.

3. I need more self control. I need to that fruit of the Spirit. I need more of that Spirit.

Naming it.

My favorite girl names:
Stella-
   meaning: Star
   origin: Latin

Lois-
   meaning: Famous Warrior
   origin: German
Scarlett- 
   meaning: Creative;Regal
   origin: English
Isla-
   meaning: small scottish island
   origin: English
Fiona-
   meaning: fair, white, beautiful
   origin: Gaelic
Haven- 
   meaning: safety
   origin: English
Nora-
   meaning: Light
   origin: Greek
Evangeline-
   meaning: bearer of good news
   origin: Greek
Oraea-
   meaning: Reflective
   origin: Greek/Middle Eastern

Smells like fall is in the air.

Dare I speak too soon and jinx it.. the sky is a deeper blue, the air is cool, and slightly breezy.

Truly it is my favorite time of year.

Ironically, everything is so rich and vibrant in it's change. And in it's death. It reminds me how in everything, Jesus makes us beautiful. In the dying and decay of leaves and trees there is inevitably new beginning. Where there is chaos, he makes beauty. Where there is uncertainty, he carries the process.

So I'm sucking at fasting Ramadan. I've broken it a million times mindlessly.
Mindlessly: I love this:


Inothernews:
I'm getting my life together. How about that. :)